Monday, November 27, 2017

Here Come The Regrets/Lost One

Away Team,

I miss you. Plain and simple.

I wish you were here because I have so much on my mind and these are things that I can only talk to you with.

We've both been through a lot the past few years we've been apart but I think 2017 is just the worst for both of us, so far.

I'm thankful to be surrounded with friends who are supportive and caring about what I'm going through. But it's still not the same because they aren't you. I still need to filter what I have to say because some of it they might not understand. Only you can understand everything. We have our own language, right?

My thoughts are still so much scattered but I just want to say that I miss you.

And that I'm tired. (Not kill-me-now tired. Just tired.)

I love/hate my job. I like/hate my boss. I don't know anymore. I've been reflecting on my life decisions this year and I don't exactly think they're very good.

Home Team

P.S.

I actually want to be Home-Away-From-Home Team again.